I feel like I've lost everything when you're gone.
Left remembering what it's like, to have you here with me.
I thought you should know, you're not making this easy.

Promise me, that's all I want. Just a promise that you will never forget me.Tell me I changed you somehow. Let me know that I had an impact on your life. Promise me that you will always remember me.Losing you was hard enough, but I don't want to live knowing. I meant absolutely nothing to you.

sure, i've told myself that i didn't want him i've told everyone that but you know, when you try and convince yourself something that something is a thing you want so much that you just you make up reasons as to why it's something you don't want because you're scared
because your heart is feeling something you're unsure of because you realize its something you've spent so long waiting for and all of the sudden, it's clear what you've wanted all along

i sometimes feel a little jealous inside
imagining someone else cold please you more than me,
i guess it's my insecurity acting up a bit
because i know i'm not the most beautiful, most fun,
or even most exciting person you'll ever meet
but i do know that no matter how hard && long
you search you'll never find someone who loves you
as much as i do

i'm staring at your photograph;
remembering all those times you
made me laugh. i never thought
it would end this way, that i'd
still be missing you,
to this very day.

and you will never know how it feels to have one person who means everything to you make you feel like your nothing